HiJ

you called me the way you used to call her

did you think of my feelings or does it not matter

she was your first love, but right now, am I really the one you love?

or do you just want me by your side?

but wait… do you really want me by your side?

or is it just me wanting and dreaming to be your bride

I asked for a sign if you’re really mine until the end of time

but right now I’m not even certain I’m fine

I want to cry and be mad and scream at the top of my lungs

but all I can do is write these words and hold my tongue

the next words I know will escape my lips

is I’ll love you, always… and one last kiss